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I vow

To never look like a typical lesbian

To always be hot for you

To make an effort to look slightly sexy

To keep the fire going

To be the best (try, anyway) girlfriend ever

To never cut my hair dyke short

To be girly

bow-tastic!

I've got some serious bow fever. I'm not sure why.

I'm so fucking sick of her

when will she be gone for good?

Side note

look what I found!

Day 14

Would you ever get a tattoo/piercing?
I have many

Untitled

There's definitely some drifting going on.

I feel different. The attention is not on me anymore. I don't think I ever got enough attention before things started to happen.

I don't look at things the same anymore. It's a combination of things. Mostly because you became involved in your life and there was no extra little space for me. You started to brush me off and I became something that could be disposed of but recovered at any given moment. My mind went back to you out of habit but my heart knows better. My heart slowly started to diminish the fire that burned once. My love for you was once the most beautiful blooming flower until you started to pick the petals out one by one. I don't know when it started to happen. I guess it's because I don't think you accept my creative side. You roll your eyes at me and my blogs. Without art there is no life. Life is art! Writing is an art form. Art gives me the means to communicate to you things that I cannot say verbally, I guess that's an issue for you. But you don't see that. You just roll your eyes and think I'm ditsy for writing. You think it's dumb and stupid and unnecessary 

I want to feel the same but do I really want to go through the cycles again? 

Oh, and by the way, you've shown signs of drifting. It's not just me. 

Just when my trust was ready to be 100% there. Just when I was starting to get comfortable and secure. 

Isn't it always like that?

I'm sorry

I really hate being mad at you. It's the worst thing in the world. When we are mad I feel like my world is falling apart. I never want to have those negative feelings towards you. 

I love you and that will never ever change.

I miss you

Would love to...

Get this on me

loves it

Day 13

Your favorite season and why.

Autumn because it's not too cold and not too hot. The perfect weather. The leaves change color and it's just very in between. Much like me. It's the time when you can finally bust out the super cute sweater you've been wanting to wear. Time for cute boots and scarfs.

Day 12

A song that’s had an effect on your life, and why.

The Wonder Pets theme song. Cuz it's cool

and...

The phone! The phone is winging!

I want to feel alive again

Day 11

 Five things that make you feel warm and fuzzy

My dogs

The excitement of my dogs when I get home

When my dogs want to cuddle with me

My sis

{insert whatever else here}

chucks

?

I don't know what the point of life is sometimes

" don't do this to me"

Sometimes I don't feel like loving. 

It's not worth this.

Why do I keep doing this to myself? It's no one's fault but my own

I should have kept to myself

Day 10

 Three things that cross your mind a lot.

1. Children

2. My sis

3. My future

Oh happy day!

It's May!!!

Only 5 more months to go!

Floral Floral Flouncy Flounce

Spring may or may not be here? I can't be sure

California Dreamin'

Had a weird dream last night....

pretty much consisted of this:

Search
To dream that you are searching for something, signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. The dream may be analogous to your search for love, spiritual enlightenment, peace or even a solution to a problem.

Hunting
To dream that you are hunting, suggests that you are seeking or pursuing some inner desire, either emotional or physical. You may be "hunting" for a solution or for a sexual conquest.

Potato
To see potatoes in your dream, represent your earthiness and simplicity. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor that you are being a "couch potato". In other words, you are being lazy. Or seeing a potato in your dream may also be a metaphor that some issue is like a "hot potato". A situation is being passed around instead of properly dealt with; nobody wants to handle the issue

Rotten
To dream that something is rotten, suggests that you are wasting away your potential. You have failed to make use of the opportunities that have come your way.

Spoiled
To dream that food has spoiled, indicates that you are not tending to your emotional needs.

Wilted
To dream that something is wilting, suggests that you are feeling physically and/or emotionally drained. You may be feeling depressed. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are not utilizing your full potential. You are wasting away your talents.

Basket
To see a basket in your dream, symbolizes the womb and physical body. It also represents the things that you are holding onto. If the basket is full, then it denotes abundance and fertility

Trenches
To see trenches in your dream, indicate that you are putting up some form of defense. You are being defensive about something and are drawing a line where you do not want others to cross. Figure out what you are trying to hide.

Clouds

To see dark or stormy clouds in your dream, symbolize depression or anger. It indicates an impending eruption of emotions. Alternatively, it represents a lack of wisdom or confusion in some situation. Thus, the dream may be a metaphor for your "clouded" way of thinking.

Dreamt that I was doing an easter egg hunt but with potatoes and some of them were rotten/spoiled/wilting. It was a cloudy day and I was looking in trenches for potatoes to put in my basket

I'm all jacked up :(

argh!

Reasons why I'm cranky this morning

• I slept like shit, I kept waking up :(
• I hate everyone
• My dogs are sucking the patience out of me
• I'm by myself (cue music)

The windy city

I kind of miss Chicago.

I hated it when i was there but now that I'm not there it's like....I wanna go!

I want to see the city. I want to walk the magnificent mile, I want to see the bean, go to that one fountain and just walk around

I don't I want I need

I don't want to have hips.

I want a gap in between my thighs.

I need a flat stomach

I want to feel tiny underneath a huge sweater

I want summer to be over (it hasn't even started)

Everything is so far away

How do I describe an emotion?

 by a color?

 or a scent?

 perhaps a distant memory?

  maybe a temperature?

a haze

an ever changing color, a crystal prism, sweet smelling flowery scent, sweet honey smell, an overflow of my heart, when we used to be together, something tepid not warm not hot not cold, but it's getting warm, in between cold and warm, a fog in a sunny day, a tear about to fall but it's not there yet, it's building, slow lull of the waves before a storm, wind in my hair softly touching your face

Just some stuff

When?