stories through pictures (and words)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

California Dreamin'

Had a weird dream last night....
pretty much consisted of this:

Search
To dream that you are searching for something, signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. The dream may be analogous to your search for love, spiritual enlightenment, peace or even a solution to a problem.
Hunting
To dream that you are hunting, suggests that you are seeking or pursuing some inner desire, either emotional or physical. You may be "hunting" for a solution or for a sexual conquest.
Potato
To see potatoes in your dream, represent your earthiness and simplicity. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor that you are being a "couch potato". In other words, you are being lazy. Or seeing a potato in your dream may also be a metaphor that some issue is like a "hot potato". A situation is being passed around instead of properly dealt with; nobody wants to handle the issue
Rotten
To dream that something is rotten, suggests that you are wasting away your potential. You have failed to make use of the opportunities that have come your way.
Spoiled
To dream that food has spoiled, indicates that you are not tending to your emotional needs.
Wilted
To dream that something is wilting, suggests that you are feeling physically and/or emotionally drained. You may be feeling depressed. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are not utilizing your full potential. You are wasting away your talents.
Basket
To see a basket in your dream, symbolizes the womb and physical body. It also represents the things that you are holding onto. If the basket is full, then it denotes abundance and fertility
Trenches
To see trenches in your dream, indicate that you are putting up some form of defense. You are being defensive about something and are drawing a line where you do not want others to cross. Figure out what you are trying to hide.
Clouds
To see dark or stormy clouds in your dream, symbolize depression or anger. It indicates an impending eruption of emotions. Alternatively, it represents a lack of wisdom or confusion in some situation. Thus, the dream may be a metaphor for your "clouded" way of thinking.

Dreamt that I was doing an easter egg hunt but with potatoes and some of them were rotten/spoiled/wilting. It was a cloudy day and I was looking in trenches for potatoes to put in my basket

I'm all jacked up :(

argh!

Reasons why I'm cranky this morning
  • I slept like shit, I kept waking up :(
  • I hate everyone
  • My dogs are sucking the patience out of me
  • I'm by myself (cue music)

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

The windy city

I kind of miss Chicago.
I hated it when i was there but now that I'm not there it's like....I wanna go!
I want to see the city. I want to walk the magnificent mile, I want to see the bean, go to that one fountain and just walk around




I don't I want I need

I don't want to have hips.
I want a gap in between my thighs.
I need a flat stomach
I want to feel tiny underneath a huge sweater
I want summer to be over (it hasn't even started)



Monday, April 25, 2011

Everything is so far away

How do I describe an emotion?
 by a color?
 or a scent?
 perhaps a distant memory?
  maybe a temperature?
a haze

an ever changing color, a crystal prism, sweet smelling flowery scent, sweet honey smell, an overflow of my heart, when we used to be together, something tepid not warm not hot not cold, but it's getting warm, in between cold and warm, a fog in a sunny day, a tear about to fall but it's not there yet, it's building, slow lull of the waves before a storm, wind in my hair softly touching your face

Just some stuff


When?







Day 9

Turn-ons and turn-offs.

ON:
1. My love.
2. Her Smile.
3. Her Scent.

OFF:
1. ugly people (inside and out)
2. Rudeness
3. Liars

um

Handbags etc.

The top desired handbags





Sunday, April 24, 2011

I mean......

I'm going to start an online business.
Something beauty and/or fashion related.
I decided. dammit.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Where I want to be

Thinspiration 









I've been thinking

I actually can't wait for our wedding....
It will be the perfect day because I will be marrying you
It will be a celebration of our love
Everyone will feel our love














Pretty pictures








Cosmic Love

A falling star fell from your heart
and landed in my arms




And in the dark
I can hear your heartbeat


I tried to find the sound


But then it stopped 
And I was in the darkness


So darkness I became



I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart